I hope you can see past, what I freely accept, seems to be
a dark poem at first glance. I do not, yet there's sadness
for sure, it was however, from a philosophical set of ideas,
born, and is about the endless tales close family tell, and
how despite the moaning and groaning, we greet them
with, they are actually small treasure.
Moments were lost to the Squall
that froze his mind, before a wry
smile opened pages, to flicker-book
the words, now faint under the
yellowed dab and daub of hard living;
Neither ink trace nor the scant focus
from light-dimming, cataract could hide
a story, a story, on repeat, endlessly
told until patience and posture
themselves, wilt and weep;
‘Then he slammed hard on the breaks,
and all the lads leaning out of the back
of the truck, were suddenly at the front
in a heap, swearing’, cursing!
-“Were not the front wheels that bit light
on the icy road”, my words brought a pause
-‘That’s right, I’m boring you again, sorry lad’ .
A pause, and at the age of 60y I finally get it!
Tell me again of lads on peddle bikes with
Cow-horn handlebars, racing around cinder
tracks in the old quarry, of rifle-stocks sanded to
toys, how you could’ve been a pilot but
for migraines, and were nearly sent
to fight in Korea;
I need to hear them all, feel the 'love
with the lightest touch', just once more,
before one of us must go.
Stories carry the soul far beyond our
calendar marks and the stretch of years.
I lived those vignettes of your life too,
I was in the Lorry ‘s cab
with you, just now Dad.
Real treasure in those stories and memories. Keep passing them on
Lovely. Rich, inventive use of language and a great new verb - to flicker-book - top poem!
You don't know what you miss until it's gone. A lovely read and so well put together .It put pictures in my mind of family get togethers long gone
Wonderful, I really miss those stories and so wish I had asked more questions and had written them down when I had the chance.