I feel so helpless,
out of control
and not because of brain cells you stole.
Its dreams and futures that can never to be -
this is what you’ve taken from me.
All sold down Parkinson’s river.
I’m all tied up,
its all confusion,
a giant optical illusion.
I don’t know what’s real or what is false.
I want to steer a change of course,
away from Parkinson’s river.
But I am stuck,
I have no choice.
You’re even taking my f****g voice.
I want to scream, shout, be heard,
Its all so crazy and absurd,
sailing on Parkinson’s river.
So what to do?
I cannot leave.
I’m stuck with it
in desperate need -
of a life raft - I’ll call her hope,
and pray that she will stay afloat
while on Parkinson’s river.
Alison: I feel your pain. You manage to write and share poems that have a different take from many of us. Keep on sharing.
Poetry - Yes! I can feel the emotion, frustration, anger perfect length, rolls along with polite rage.
PD - I've long noted. ( when I could trust my thoughts haha) that we are all very susceptible to all manner of non-motor ills through the winter, and peaks about now. They will ease soon.